Can you people STOP asking me about my health?!?!

Yes, I know how concerned are you guys when I'm ill but, there's certain boundaries of limit that you should not cross. Take for example, spreading the news that I'm down with leukemia.


In case you don't know when someone is ill, yes, to certain extend concern is appreciated. BUT, if you are to keep asking and asking and asking, naturally, I will get irritated about it.


Especially when you're someone who had a past with me. It irks me alot not because you ditched me but because you're being over-concerned and spreading the news? The last thing I want to do is let the World know about my condition. That is why I kept it even from Terriss, my coach.


So, DON'T, it's irritating. And I mean it... Thank you.

The Switch

I'm switching blog soon because I don't like certain people on my ass. Especially ignorant ones.

Home Girls and Their Bringing

Of most I know of, the guys, they ABSOLUTELY LOVE home girls for they do not foresee what are the consequences. For one thing I know, I grew to detest them as they are such a pain-in-the ass.

Firstly, MOST of them whom I know love boy fanning and they would look up to idols, wishing that they could get someone dashing. But wait, I think they need a mirror to reflect what kinda person they are before they could actually drool over the guy.

Secondly, MOST of them are "virgins" in relationships, not knowing anything and what to do and such. One of the example is simple, not knowing what to do whenever they make a mistake.

Thirdly, they are such softie at heart, refusing to argue or whatever when it comes to major decision. They just say, anything is fine. So, a break up is also fine to them easily.

Forth, their best friends can be a lethal weapon against the guy should she have this "See you not happy" kinda thing.

So, at the end of the day, getting a relationship to last with a home girl ain't always that fascinating eh? For me, I had began to pick up my confidence and am gonna try hitting on some HOT FAT BABES =DDDDD


Concurrently, am mixing around quite a lot of hot babes. Screw being a sweet looking guy awaiting on ignorant ideals, quit dressing decently, it time to hit the street. Leaving of which, I shall leave this stupid video that I found on Raphael's blog.

Oh... I'm anti-PAP and LEE family.

Spunkan

Entered A&E earlier this morning due to my sugar problem and so, blood test done, transplant was....






















SUCCESSFUL!! Wee`

I learnt a lesson, NEVER NEVER leave home without sweets =(

But just as I was about to take a smile, I realized I made a mistake last night. In an attempt to speak to a friend in a peaceful but understanding manner, all hell broke loose, everything was smashed. I didn't lose my temper or such but emotional affection was torn apart.

As much as I tried to salvage the whole situation, it was fruitless and it came down over in just 4hours.

I've changed from one end to another end just to try and seek a better social life but I wasn't spared.

Friends like Clement, who once often speak to me about my temper, my attitude, I already began to change, adapt nicely and learnt to analyze problems before tackling it.

But I failed. Perhaps I'm still not used to using Clements' suggestion to aid myself. So, I broke up, I confessed to the lovely girl.

I hope it ain't a wrong move... And I'm getting scare of approaching anyone now...

Ego

What kills every man is their ego, their ego and their anger that ruin everything. Whenever they realized that one's fault is being revealed to another person, they would rant at whoever the person is and also, that person's trust in the middleman, is gone.

Fact is, the middleman was trying to make things look much better and get things off his chest. He's got too much secret hidden inside that he very much wanna break down.

But thing is, the middleman is concurrently the reason of smiles and laughter to many people. He cannot afford to drop down and break down in front of so many people. Despite his health condition, he puts up a strong front to build up his reputation and trust.

He will die to set his goals right.

BUT, it was the ego of else one that could easily ruin him. It was a man's ego. It's really sad to go round the bush to get back at the middleman while he's trying to get a better understanding for the egocentric guy.

I've got secrets. But this secrets cannot be revealed till time is right. I really love to reveal it but I think it's too soon to do so.

Lastly, the middle man, no matter what, always treat this egocentric guy like his brother for both had gone through thick and thin together.

Don't break it...

Listen...

寄 沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒 有種距離

你 放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽

雨 下得好安靜
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景 有我愛你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你



寄 沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒 有種距離

你 放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽

雨 下得好安靜
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福它真的不容易
在你的背景 有我愛你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你

Torture, blood

I lose quite a lot of blood for the bone marrow aspiration. That was what the registrar said.


Next week is the transplant. I will give it a last try...