Linkin Park, Archery politics

When I was hospitalized last week, dear Kikyo san was so nice to help me get the recent released album "Minutes to Midnight" for me and even up till now, it's been playing on and on my player. How cool eh?


Yea, I ain't very much of a Linkin Park person but this album somehow is different to me =DDDD


Come Saturday, come Saturday! Movie with Shanning! lol...


But wait, when Saturday comes, that means I will have to conduct the basic course next week cuz we are gonna fire the coach for trying to sell his product too many times. His name is Sunny Low and ever since he hooked up alliance with Mr Tang, he's been screwing up alot of shit and left me in his pile of shit recently.


Yea, screw this piece of shit!

Series of Emotion

For the past few weeks or so, many questions were rained on me. Many doubts are left unsolved as I have no answer to them either...


My pals had been speaking to me, trying to make things sound right but I can't differentiate what should I do. Some say, go ahead, leave the past while some say, wait on. What am I to do when I'm only just a imperfect person?


Again it occurs to me that since everyone is doing fine with their current affairs, relationship and life, why bring myself back into their life just to tear up their smiles again? I'm not much of anyone's cup of happiness and I don't see the significance of myself in their life.


Just as I was walking out of the darkness, their words swarmed over me again and I'm left with an indecisive answer...

Now, someone, hold my hand...

URTI and the Sun

Was sick for almost the entire week, down with infections again. As usual, the coughing, fever and such is overwhelming. But managed to get over it...


Had my club's bbq at Pasir Ris, quite a successful one with the great number of people turning up and I had my fair share of sunshine that I need badly. As I was ill, unable to join the team for games and such so, sat down my the sea and let memories flood me by.


How are you....? haiz

Proposals, Sponsorship, dad and SHANNING!

Sorry to my inner circle pals, had been really busy rushing for projects and I have an exhibition to handle which will be held somewhere in July. Unfortunately for me, I'm the only fellow in the entire two tut group who knows how to write a PROPER proposal that will sure go straight up to the the top heads for approval.


The other tut group which is working with us is FON (full of nonsense)! What, a TWO PAGE PROPOSAL! They even had their lecturer to back them out for that one! WAH! They could even tell me straight at my face that my proposal was rejected by THEIR lecturer while my was highly praised by my lecturer. wtf


The other group refuse to come together after school hours, refuse to do this and that and tried to command us like their own will. One even tell me straight at the face that she does not like me. Of cuz, without being Mr-Nice-Guy, I told her, "I didn't say I like your face either."


Firstly, they have NO relation with any other clubs, sponsors or anyone who could help them out in this project. It's solely MY group's work effort and they had been boasting us around like crap! Well, it's been long since I blew up on someone and here's my chance to show them what anger really is!




Next would be about my dad in helping us get sponsors. My dad works in Hiap Seng Engineering, don't really know as what but he's some big time fellow at work. Upon hearing that I'm in search of sponsors, he sent 4 emails out and immediately, I received immediate response from them offering their hands to assist me. All of which are boss of their own company. It was... GREAT!


That's not just all. Those who knew about my grandmother and my grandfather's furneral, most of the contribution was from my dad. He's got big shots all coming down and for the offering, you can watch as thousand dollar notes flash out from his friends. Seldom in my life do I get to see that kinda notes btw. For the flowers and blankets, 9/10 are from my father's friends.


I remembered once last year where he wanted to resign and join an MNC company which offers a higher pay and when he tendered his resignation, the next moment, his vice chairman called up and ask him out for lunch to negotiate it. That dude immediately offered a rise in pay and many more!


Can you imagine how great my dad is despite being a hot head!




Lastly, Shanning! I recently got to know this girl via the archery club as she's my junior in both the club and in school. Currently, conducting the basic course for her too. She's SSSOOOO crazy lah... Since last week, she's been flooding my phone with smses and just yesterday, she got me something small but nice for my belated birthday present, a card and Tom&Jerry sweets O.o


Gotta teach her archery, gotta guide her school work, so many things to do =(


Back to work Aizen!

Birthday and such

Birthday wishes are ranked according to first to the last person who dropped me a birthday greeting


1) Kikyo
2) Mimi
3) Xinyi
4) Kleo
5) Rong Jun
6) Ethel
7) Xiaojun
8) Sarah
9) Pei Ching
10) Shanning
11) Ferdy
11) Yai
12) Karen
13) yushan
14) ANNIE NEO
15) Shikin
16) Aaron
17) Jolene
18) Nadz
19) Jane
20) Ada
21) Karimah
22) Andrea


Had fish and co AGAIN with some old friends, total bill was 150bucks. All foot by a friend. Thanks (;

Another Stab

Last Friday, early morning 27th April, 5am, my grandfather took his last breath. I was kept in the dark till evening time because my family refuse to let me into it. Again, they blamed me for everything and that I should had stayed with him to see through his last breath.


Now, life seem so empty with my grandparents in another World and all blame was being pushed to me.


It's really sad... really..


I refuse to go for Chemo anymore... I'm running away from treatment.


I took some time and courage to pull out that DVD, and watch that show that brought back memories of the the past. Tears trickled down, pulling a long sad face regreting everything...


Things seem to come to a standstill...